Worth It

Assalamualaikum.


Sebelum tu belanja satu lagu dulu.

Alamak almost nak habis dah tutorial blocks ni. Ini minggu last, this Friday ada online written assessment pulak pasal medical ethics bla bla bla and all that boring stuffs. But still kena la baca notes jugak, sebab contribute markah untuk modul Research & Profesionalism. 

Semalam, dalam group whatsapp family, Angah cakap "Ain dah sebulan dah ko balik Ireland,". Oh man how fast time fliesss~ Maknanya boh lagi 8 bulan laa nak balik Malaysia, hihi. And it also means that exam final aku lagi 6 bulan setengah. Hahaha. Adrenaline rush!

Ayah and cucu cucu nya di kebun di Jenam

Last saturday masa jumpa dak UCD and RCSI, laa at least depa takde lah adrenaline rush sangat. Yang had UCC ni punya lah ya Rabbi, it is like every 4 weeks ada exam, exam and exam. Huhu cyring a river la nak hadapi setiap exam dengan jayanyaa. Campur dengan FYP lagi. T_T

The workloads are just too much. Plus with some other kerja kerja persatuan yang nak kena buat. I just hope I don't get "mental" throughout my final year. Haha.

Tapi tu lah, dalam kesibukan nak study itu ini, nak praktis itu ini, nak buat kerja itu ini, kadang kadang kita mungkin terlepas pandang perkara-perkara lain, ie membaca bahan non-medic. We are feeding so much medic stuffs into our brain but forgot to feed our rohani dengan bacaan yang memberi ibrah, yang membentuk diri jadi hamba Allah yang lebih baik. Sigh.

Yes, we can be a robot, hari hari study, excel exam. Tapi in term of us as a hamba Allah, banyak mana kita jadi lebih baik hari ini dari semalam? Sadisnya bila Allah melupakan kita untuk mengingat Dia. 

So, guys and girls, no matter how busy we are, always feed our rohani, kalau bukan kita yang feedkan dengan benda yang baik, we are afraid that it is syaitan who gonna feed our rohani dengan benda benda yang tak baik. So, always be conscious about our own state level of imaan...

Dan jadi student medik ni, especially dah final year, self motivation is a must setiap hari. My favourite quote is RISE UP AND ATTACK THE DAY WITH ENTHUSIASM! Haha the word attack to macam nak pi berperang pulak. Ye lah, berperang dengan kemalasan diri sendiri..

Apa-apa pon, sejauh mana susah, berat bahu, berat beban kita, always get back to Allah. Mintak Allah pandu hati kita. Aku ni jenis suka buat plan. So bila my plan didnt go with the flow, I'm easily feel dissapointed with myself. But then carik Allah balik, minta Allah bantu untuk pandu hati kita plan semula. And minta Allah beri kekuatan dan kesabaran. 

Allahu rabbi, kadang malam malam pukul 10 am tu pun dah mengantuk gila. Harapan nak bangun awal pagi kul 4pagi camtu memang takde la although dah tidor awal. So kena mujahadah tahan mengantuk dan mujahadah bangun pagi sikit... 

"Sometimes I feel just like these days and nights will never end

But will I ever get this chance again?

So I pray, yes I pray

‘Cause I know the life I want

When it's hard I keep working

I‘ll never give this up

Because I know it's worth it in the end

I know it's worth, worth, worth

Worth it in the, in the end "

-Harris J #WorthIt

InsyaAllah, sama sama usahakan misi dan visi di dunia dan di akhirat sana.

And medic students, again kalo tweet benda medik, jangan lupa hashtag #tweetmedik okies?


Sekian, tolong doakan aku dan sahabat-sahabat yang lain jugak, please?

A wise man says: “Never give up hope when you face a difficulty because it might in fact be your road to Allah and your window to His Mercy.”

Wassalam.