Sunday, December 8, 2019

Lap-lap Habuk

Assalamualaikum.


Haha gila lama tak berblogging. Hihi. Sebab dah ada wifi kat rumah ni, rasa macam nak mencoret semula walaupun macam takde orang nak baca. But who cares, lol.


Tak sangka last update Februari tahun lepas. Ni tahun 2019 pun nak habis dah.


Banyak benda dah terjadi. Rasa sayangnya tak update blog.


So, hari ni sekadar permulaan sahaja dan update terkini. Gitu bajet social influencer sangat.


Alhamdulillah, dah habis housemanship dengan jayanya pada Februari 2019. Lepas tu floating kat Medical Department selama 7 bulan. And then right before pindah untuk MO ship di tempat baru, Alhamdulillah sempat pergi menunaikan umrah dengan emak dan suami terchenta gitu.


Dan 21 Oktober yang lepas, telah pun melapor diri sebagai MO Kontrak anda di Hospital Ampang dan masuk Medical department. Alhamdulillah sedang adapting. 


Rancangnya nak ambik paper MRCP Part 1 September tahun depan lol. Sekarang pun sedang mencari tempo dan ritma untuk ulangkaji pelajaran lagi. Rasa rugi masa habis medical school tak terus prepare untuk MRCP Part 1. Masa tu maybe otak tak berkarat sangat. Sekarang bila try jawap pastest MRCP, rasa soalan ni macam pernah baca je dulu-dulu tapi bila nak recall, dah tak ingat dah facts dia.




And so bila nak kena study sekarang, karat dia tu, masyaAllah. Takpe, yang penting usaha. Orang kata MRCP susah gila. Takpe la, kena usaha dulu ye tak.


Ok la takde apa nak tulis lagi. Untuk next post, I cuba tulis yang berfaedah sikit. Hihi.



Sekian, wassalam.

Saturday, February 24, 2018

Discharged Ortho

Assalamualaikum...


Haha blog ni memang berhabuk habis dah la... Sebab bila dah ada instagram, lebih mudah nak curhat, lol. Tapi disebabkan sebelum ni, I dah buat post discharged O&G, discharged surgically, now terpanggil untuk post discharged Ortho.


Alhamdulillah, selamat dah empat bulan dalam Ortho. Benda yang paling tak menahan sekali, sukahati je ambil cuti first and second day of posting sebab ada kenduri kawen belah suami I hehe. Masa mula mula masuk, memang benci gila dengan tulang. Tambahan, time kat Ireland dulu, kurang exposure dengan Orthopedic stuffs. So, rasa dumb yang amat jugaklah bila nak describe fracture whatever semua tu.


But as everyone say Ortho ni posting honeymoon, posting yang relax, I've told myself to enjoy this posting as much as I could. Walopon sebenarnya takde la relax sangat pon. But, okaylah.


Apa yang best dalam posting Ortho ni is the trust given by your MO. To be honest, dalam Ortho ni la I lagi banyak buat suturing jahit bagai compared to when I was in Surgical. MO suruh jahit cam confident je aku pandai sangat nak suturing hahaha. Tapi sebab orang dah trust kita, we should trust ourself too, isnt it? So I suture je la acah confident je depan patient. Bagi bius setempat (local anaesthesia) pun without mercy je hopefully bius tu working heee.


Then yang best lagi pasal Ortho sebab MO dia best and sporting. Kat tempat lain, tak tahu la. Tapi kat Kole Pilah ni, MO semua jenis sporting and so kurang la emotional burden duk dalam posting Ortho ni. 


Kalo oncall pulak, most of the time boleh la tido 3-4 jam gitu... Which is agak sleepwell jugakla. So overall, posting Ortho ni best and chills chills sajo. And tak sangka cepatnya 4 bulan dalam Ortho... Tup tup dah naik forth poster, weee. Masuk Medical pulak tu, duk anxious expectation from MO medical pulak haha.


Today is my first offday in Medical. Medical ni famous orang kata busy. I'm trying to be positive. Tiada daya dan upaya melainkan dari Allah s.w.t. Hopefully duk empat bulan je la dalam Medical ni ameen.


And last but not least, take home message kepada yang bawak keta, bawak motor. Hati hati di jalan raya. I have seen so many accident cases in Ortho, and it looks soooo painful for them.. Dah la sakit, nak buat operation, ada tulang patah, ada kena beli specific implant costing them thousands ringgit some more. Kena pergi physio lagi etc etc. Yang ada kencing manis pulak, please kalo ada mak pak diabetes.. Advice on sugar controls, also seen many case kena potong jari kaki, potong kaki due to uncontrolled diabetes huuu.


Sekian saja. Semoga berjumpa next post, insyaAllah.

Thursday, November 9, 2017

Discharge Surgically

Assalamualaikum and hello people!!


Alhamdulillah, I'm done with surgical within four months although there was an incident that nearly can be a cause for extension, lol..... Alhamdulillah, my boss didnt extend me, I am really grateful for that. I'm simply could not imagine what my life would be if I'm being extend in Surgical.... Well, maybe refer psychiatry, haha.


So, today I would like to share my experience in Surgical department. Hope you enjoy, lol enjoy la sangat...




I love surgical department although there were quite a lot 'dramas'. Don't want to mention about the MOs, but hey I think you guys are making assumptions about them. Please, stop haha. To be honest, Surgical department is wayyy much more enjoyable that my first posting in O&G. Kalo zaman O&G, selalu kena 'banned' from entering C-sec operation coz of my lack of assistant skills, tapi dalam Surgical, alhamdulillah, I've got so much opportunity to enter 'interesting' and challenging emergency op. Senang cakap, op dalam surgical lagi fun la dari op O&G... And thus, I gained better surgical skills in Surgical department..


Next thing, I learnt that, don't judge a book by its cover. The day where I felt so down, felt like at the edge of mountain yang nak tergolek dah (maksudnya at the edge of macam nak kena extend), one of my bosses said, he will helped me, it is just the matter of I was not lucky enough that day that I've made that mistake and I felt so terharu sebab he was well-known for his garang-ness and so when he said something like that, I'm touched :')




Other than that, I have learnt, you just have to be open in accepting criticism right in front of your face, although inside your heart, you know 'I'm not that bad, I'm just being unlucky'. What one of your boss said you have attitude problem, but he did not know how much referral have you made during clinics and still being claimed as irresponsible, I can't denied I feel dissapointed because again people will point out your mistake... Tapi tu la, it is normal right to feel sad. But whatever it is, I still have to admit my mistake and have to be more careful...


And the most important thing I've learnt in Surgical department, documentationnnnn is really really important.. It was my documentation issues that have caused I am the edge of mountainn (>.<). And so now I have been quite particular and hati2 when it comes to write in case sheets..




I also enjoyed clinic time in Surgical, compared to O&G.. I don't know why I keep comparing Surgical vs O&G, I guess I'm have a very bad bad bad time when I was in O&G, it was really a nightmare and it is hard to forgive those 'mean' people hahaha. Other than clinic, ada assist for scope as well, FNAC, banding etc. So, actually HO surgical could do a variety of things.


Oh yeah, I have also learnt about responsibility although ada 'attitude problem' haha. I was a jonah referral letters. Asal pegi clinic je, dapat patient kena buat referral letter. So, at least now, I'm better at writing formal referral letter... A must have softskills for the doctors gituu haha. And thus, kena make sure referral letter siap and prepare all the stuffs required for patient to bring to the hospital we are referring to. So you have to do it early before patient's appointment.





Last but not least, I have learnt, confidence comes with experience. Rasanya zaman first posting, selalu macam teragak-agak, selalu rasa insecure, sebab tu la kot selalu kena 'aim' dalam O&G. Tapi bila dah lama lama, when you already feel more comfortable about your jobscope, less anxious, that is when confidence tag along. And alhamdulillah, I feel much better in Surgical. And gain so much knowledge in this department.


So, now I'm in Ortho. Nothing much to say. Baru dua minggu. But, it is feel quite boring, lol. Quite a lot free time and it is dangerous coz it leads to laziness, haha. But after all I enjoying ortho free time, feel much more confidence and feel much more 'sisterly' to guide the first poster and plus MO give you more trust when you already a third poster.


Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. May Allah bless my job, bless me with rezeki yang berkat, ameen...


Thats all for now. Thanks for reading!! Haha acah retis sangat sape la nak baca blog ni. Haha