Sunday, April 28, 2013

Musim Exam = Musim Homesick, kan?

Assalamualaikum.





Aihhh tipu. Not today your life begins, but...

"Yang membuat segala sesuatu yang Dia ciptakan sebaik-baiknya dan Yang memulai penciptaan manusia dari tanah. Kemudian Dia menjadikan keturunannya dari saripati air yang hina. Kemudian Dia menyempurnakan dan meniupkan ke dalamnya roh (ciptaan)-Nya dan Dia menjadikan bagi kamu pendengaran, penglihatan dan hati; (tetapi) kamu sedikit sekali bersyukur." (as-Sajadah 7-9)


"Dah habis study?" 

Musim-musim peperiksaan macam ni, memang inilah soalan favourite orang suka tanya. Come on, kita ni memang takkan pernah habis study, sebab memang sampai bila-bila pun kena menuntut ilmu.


"How's your study so far?"

Alhamdulillah so far so good. Amboi, gaya jawab ada unsur arrogant di situ. Hehs. Padahal dalam hati, Allah sahaja tahu macamana keadaan akal dan minda ini. Tepu, padat, compact. Sambil usaha, kena tawakal kepada Allah. Sebab kerana Allah izinkan, kita dapat faham sesuatu ilmu tu. Jadi, banyakkan tenangkan diri, dan percaya, kita dah usaha, insyaAllah, Allah akan bantu kita. Kadang tu kita rasa cuak gila tu sebab kita letakkan kemampuan kita untuk hadapi peperiksaan ke atas bahu kita sahaja, tanpa menyedari kuasa besar ke atas kita, yakni Allah s.w.t.


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Oh masa solat hajat PPMC baru ni, imam memberi ceramah bagi tazkirah pasal peperiksaan. Tertarik dengan point yang diberikan dan tak pernah terfikir pun. Ye lah, selama ni kita tahu je kita belajar kerana Allah, tapi bila time exam tu, nampak macam susah je kita nak kaitkan jawab exam kerana Allah tu. Jadi  imam tersebut cakap, kita kena anggap kita jawab exam ni untuk tengok sejauh mana kefahaman dan kebolehan kita sebab kita nanti akan jadi doktor kerana Allah. Jadi peperiksaan ni untuk uji ilmu kita ni di tahap mana.

So, keep on studying sungguh-sungguh bohhh. Sebab dalam surah Al-Mulk:

Allah (glorified and exalted be He) says in the Qur’an that, “[He] who created death and life to test you [as to] which of you is best in deed – and He is the Exalted in Might, the Forgiving” [Qur'an: Chapter 67, Verse 2]

Best in deed. Kat situ nak stresskan tentang paling BAIK amalannya. Means that kita berbicara soal KUALITI study kita macamana. Kena sentiasa improvekan teknik untuk dapat kefahaman yang lebih baik.


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And then tadi aku pergi try jawab Medical Specialty Aptitude Test. Haha. 

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Occupational Medicine? Tak pernah dengar kot. Occupational therapy tahu lah. And then my favourite gastroenterology tangga ke-17 kot. Duhhh guaner ni, hoho. And tak boleh bla sangat family practice tangga terakhir, heee. Memang agak tak minat so expected jugaklah result camtu. Anyway, masih tak decide lagi nak pilih yang mana, kena discuss dengan "keluarga" kalau dah bekeluarga lah masa after grad. Cehh.


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InsyaAllah lagi sebulan lagi nak balik Malaysia. 4 Jun. Dijangka sampai Malaysia waktu Malaysia 5 Jun jam 6.30 pagi, sila bentang red carpet. Haha. Aduhai, semakin nak balik Malaysia, semakin membuak-buak tau rindu Malaysia ni. Sakit jiwa. Terbayang-bayang kampung halaman ku di Jelebu. Tambah sakit lagi, PRU13 yang sedang meriah sekarang ni, tak dapat pula hamba merasai kemeriahannya. Jadi, hamba cuma nak amanahkan kepada rakyat Malaysia, tolong lah, tolonglah jadi penyumbang kemenangan Islam dengan undi anda itu. BN atau PAS, hmmm anda fikirlah sendiri, ada akal, berhujah guna idea dan fakta, bukan FITNAH. Puak yang suka memfitnah ni, kita abaikan saja, undilah untuk kebenaran dan keadilan. Eh sapa makan cili dia terasa pedasnya.




Kena lalui ini semua, sebelum balik Malaysia. Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir, rabbi tammim bi khair. Ya Allah permudahkan lah dan jangan dipersulitkan. Ya Allah sempurnakan lah dengan kebaikan. InsyaAllah. Let's do this!!!


Fahim Amzar masa baru lahir.

Sekarang...























































Tadaaa!


Dan 8 bulan dah. Huuu. Geram nak cubit, cium, peluk bagai!



Sungguh ku katakan,
Rindu ini menyakitkan,
Hanya pertemuan kita,
Dapat menjadi ubat paling mujarab,
Untuk sakit rindu ini,
Bila rindu,
Ku ingat kamu dan kamu dan kamu dalam doaku.


Maaf atas kesasteraan pada malam ini. Hehs.



Ingat lagi ambik video masa summer sebab i told myself, nanti kat Ireland kalau rindu Malaysia boleh tengok video ni. Baru sekarang godek-godek, jumpa. Sobs.


Sekian, nak mimpi Malaysia malam ni. Wassalam.

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